Saturday, August 21, 2010

Dreaming like a NUTCASE.. :) :)

Guess its just one of those days where i just love being what i am...and thats becoz no one knows me better than ME....Freak...lol...i bet iam sounding stupid to you but i cant help it...but the fact is that sometimes i just love being me...i know there are things which upset me, annoy me, irritate me...but still may be...in the end..i dont upset myself....a few things i want to say which can cheer me up...and iam loving to do those things.

1) Freeedom : I love it.i love being free...all by my own...without any worries...coz i think i can do what i like only then....If i was freee i would buy a flat for myself...play the loudest music possible...and then go do my Masters abroad...freak...i wish ...all by my own...woww yeahh yeaah..i know iam dreaming... :P :P..(practically its not possible...finance kidhar se aayega..)

2) Watch movies : wow..yes...watch all the movies which i havent for so long...want to catch up with all of em

3) Listen to music...: i reallly like anjaaana anjjaaani's mussic.......but i cant help it...i love such kinda music...whrre there are high and low beats at the same time...makes me want to dance..

4) DAnce : ITs been so freaking long....i havent danced...No party nothing....yeah...i wish i was going around with someone for this one reason...he would take me out and id dance till my feet hurt...oh i lloooovee to be dancing ...i love music....

5) work : YES..i want to work...i love my job...i cant think of a life without it...freakk iam writng nonsense in this blog...

But i cant help it...iam in love ....with myself...and dreaming of someone already...to fall in love with... : P :P...i bet you guyz gonna say i have gone crazzzy...may be if ppl just over eat and watch too many movies and yeah also listen loud music....tend to behave like this...

I tend to talk in excesss once i over eat....ha.. cant help iam like this...oh freak i just realised i eat pani puri...so its must obvious that i will talk and also write for the matter of fact...tooooooo MMMMUCcCCCHHh...

Freak i want to dance...its been so long..waiting for some happpiness with some sadness in lesser proportion to come my way.....

Guess i need to wake up... I just love being in this dream world...where i see the one i love the most with me...and spending my life with him... (way too impossible..)Cant help myself dreaming guyz....



I havent re read it...may be i dont want to or may iam just to lazy to correct the grammmar and spelling mistakes....whatever...iam like this and i love being this way...

Monday, June 7, 2010

long time...

Yeah..i know its been long time...but i seriously dint know what to write about....

The whole of may i dont know ran away so fast....i dont know what all did i really do all this month except for my trip to malaysia , Thailand and singapore....
We left hyderabad on 18nth and reached Kuala Lampur on 19nth of may. This was my third international trip to an unknown land. Even after doing so much research on these places it looked different. From the airport we went to Genting highlands where we stayed for 2 nights and 2 n a half days... The outdoor theme park of genting is too good.. ive never sat in those kinds of thrilling rides ever.. I usuallly feel giddy after sitting in crazzy up and down roller coaster type of rides...but with the fear of missing out on adventure and thrill i still sat in them..and felt completely alright...the best rides of genting were space shot...where they take you up and show you the whole of genting...and throw you down....at one go...and freak you out like crazzy...i cnt describe the other ride...is a little complicated one...

After genting we got back to Kuala lumpur...its a nice place but has only 2 things to crazily boast abt ... one is the KL tower and the other is the Petronas Twin towers. After kuala Lumpur we went to singapore from where we had to board the cruise and the cruise had two stops on its way from singapore and back to singapore....- the 2 stops were phuket , where we saw the beautifull Phuket Fantasea show(worth a watch trsut me )...and the other stop was langkawi...another beautifull destination to be in... Being in cruise can b real fun if gone with partners or with friends and nt with parents...

Then we finally reached singapore ....singapores worth a visit places are Universal studios...Songs of the sea ....china town market.....Jurong bird park...you should not miss any of

these....and we got back home on 30th....i was glad to get back home ...i missed home and mom allot....ghar ka khana was something i was dying to eat....But yes singapore is a place ppl should visit once....its fun...

Iam too lazy to type things in detail abt my trip...but genuinl speaking it was fun and nice..and a good break from people aroound me...i wanted to badly get over a few bad things in life which i think i did with the help of this trip...
Iam lazy to align stuff today...please ignore... my silly mistakes...

Friday, April 16, 2010

Every Women has a Secret…


Dedicated to women especially...
This article is completely based on my assumptions….so this is truly my opinion I don’t know how many of you are going agree to it
Lately iam coming across women who have a very new , different, irregular, so not familiar type of secrets. I am sure each and every women by now has some or the other beautifull, funny, annoying, stupid…..etc..etc…secrets in them…. And these women cannot share it with any one or everyone…those are the secrets which are to be shared with only those special ppl in life …or may be those secrets are kinda better kept to herself..
I being a women myself(so happy about the
fact that iam a women )have so many secrets which I hav
en’t shared with anyone coz ppl might think I am stupid or may be iam dumb..(even though I hardly care about what ppl think…but still…)so I love to keep them with me…coz they are different and rare..and I love my secrets…
Just like me every women has her own secrets. They either keep them to themselves or let them out to their loved ones… Some don’t let it out coz they think when ppl get to know about it…they will laugh at them…or insult them or….think they are dumb or crazy…so they just keep it to themselves…

Every women is special..every women has a feeling and sometimes she just let goes of it….she is someone who will listen to her man’s crap or yeah I agree they also talk some sensible crap sometimes….(crap said by boyfriend , Husband, best friend(male), father, brother, gol gappewala… or even the servants problems at times…) or even for t
he matter of fact get it out of their mouth…Its very hard to get something out of a women’s mouth but very easy from a mans mouth…
Women –let it be how ever they are …long, short, fat, slim, ugly beautifull ….whatever relationship they share with anyone…will always take things as they come quietly and feel the moment…and not say anything to anyone…
All I am trying to say is…. Women are truly special…and each women has a different and an unique liking which somewhere or sometime in her she will not share it with anyone due to any reason… That one secret makes her different from other women..

Here iam sharing on of my major secrets in life….
And I would love it if you guyz share some of yours too..and yes men can also share their comments and secrets..they are always welcome….
One of my major secrets… I love food…I can eat one whole VEG



GOURMET PIZZA THIN CRUST (DOMINOES)EVEN AFTER HAVING MY STOMACH FILLED WITH SUPPER …
I love Romantic movies even though I say I love action movies more… (don’t ask me why I do so)
Some which I have picked on women…I really liked them…
Women are always beautiful. ~Ville Valo
Next to the wound, what women make best is the bandage. ~Jules Barbey d'Aurevilly
“A man falls in love through his eyes, a woman through her ears.”
Cheers to women… Share your secrets am waiting to know ppl like me...

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Rubaru

It was Saturday night when I was browsing through various channels on t.v. and this time it was DD national which caught my eye… They were playing the movie rubaru copy of the English movie If Only..I had wanted to watch this movie when it had released because mainly it had randeep hooda in it and the movies songs were good but I dint get to see it.
So Saturday was the day when I got all excited to see this movie rubaru.
The cast has randeep hooda and the female is who played the role of arjun rampals wife in rock on. I dotn know her name and iam lazy to search.. It’s a good pairing and both have acted so well. If only is more touching than rubaru is but it is nice..the songs of the movie and the picturisation is so well done..Both have acted well..
One time watch for sure…and yes the people who like soft nice music can like the songs of rubaru..
I wish the movie happened in reality..the locations the hero takes the heroine on that one day are just too beautiful..i would surely tell my guy to take me to those beautifull places.

Monday, March 8, 2010

Weird TImes....

This phase of life is so weird . I have been wondering why are things happening with me or is it that does everyone go thru what iam going...or am i the chosen one..It can be so that there is a problem with me but cmon...not alwayz isnt it...

Presently iam hating a few things...like
1. My course : Gawd i cant believe id get so annoyed and fed up of it...i mean i have so many projects and the burden does not seem to be comming down at all. It seems to be just comming up and up and up and now it goes bouncers... :(.... I mean Whacko (one of my profs) is taking 2 papers and he has already given us 4 projects BIG ... BIG...BIg ones.... which we have to complete by the mid of this month...and then No shanta and No Ram...has come up with this new strategy of More projects no exam..eeeeh...i hate him....I have one of his presentations(obviously iam not prepared for) tomorw ...eeks... and LIL sweety (another prof of mine ) has come up with something in his mind which looks interesting to me and i am excited to help him..so this is not one of the major projects...(after all i like it)...and mr. akhdu singh AKA chindi chor (another prof..) has thought some tufff stuff in classs which iam scared will land me up flunking in his paper....All these super natural aliens on earth who happened to be my profs are screwing my life royalllly... :(
2.I still havent decided on my job...whether i want to take it or leave it...i hate the fact tht if i leave it...iam going to be one of the most pathetic ppl on earth (dont want to talk more abt it)
3. I expect a lil co-operation from my families end....which does nt seem to be happening...they seem to be freaking me out by saying....weird things...

weird weird weird....is all i have to say....
SOme real nice stuff on my mind has come up for nutty and babboo..iam soon gonna write it out...

Hummming some depressing songs like Stay the same and.... Kahin toh Hogi woh.... and yeah how can i forget...My favouring....and the song i hummmed all day long...IKTARA

Sunday, February 14, 2010

What a sunday... :)


I woke up at around 10.30 AM and went and opened my cupboard and decided that I will at any cost clean my closet today…coz ive been delaying it for long.. as yesterday itself I took all of my clothes and dumped them back in coz I wanted to sleep.. L…
So I woke up went to my almera and opened it and pulled all the stuff out and decided that I will take shower only after I finish cleaning my cupboard… J
And I did it ( ha ha ..what a relief)…coz my cupboard is a terror..i wish ma was there to handle it … L…

Then at around 1.30 ish I went to take my shower finally and took and nice hot shower and it made me feel so good trust me… everyday I have to rush to college and take fast showers…so basically it was a day I pampered myself…

Then my cousins frend had bought some idli so I hogged that…and then bought Maggie pasta (which turned out to be super YUCK)…I think those guyz are best i
n making maggi noodles and shouldn’t try doing something new…or atleast come to me to test it…eeeh..what a nightmare it turned out for me… L

Hmm…then I went to iron my clothes which are still not completely done ..i still have 15 shirts of mine to be ironed… I don’t like it..its got boring…early part of to-day It was fun..but gradually I got bored of it…coz I cant iron 50 clothes in a day..thats why ma says…roz thode thode kapde iron kar liya kar.. and I don’t listen…and this Is what happens… J-lesson to learn…always listen your amma…

Then after getting bored I went to watch some tv…I saw 2 movies – one was A View from the top which was okay and the other was Definitely, May be…I liked it… (coz it has ryan Reynolds)(wide eyed and smiling me)… the story was cute and what made me smile was that he gets back to Emily…I wish there were men like him… (ginger – stop dreaming)…

Then I hogged in some gajar ka halwa…(which was so yumm and some pav bhaaji..YUM YUM YUM )..i enjoyed it…I want to sing time after time for someone whose worth those lyrics…Ive been humming it all day long.. J
if you're lost you can look--and you will find me time after time if you fall I will catch you--I'll be waiting time after time
…..

Nutty & Baboo Part - II

Nutty wakes up early on a Saturday…being a holiday.. (5 days working is followed by her office you see )…she is lazy and wants to do everything slow…a complete lazy bum…. J… so even after lazying around she gets done with all the tayaar hona and calls up baboo….

Nutty :….baaabbbbooo(screaming)…iam bored lets go for a movie…
Baboo : oh yeah… I bet you’ve forgotten iam here in Bombay..
Nutty : uuuh…oh…I just forgot…I forgot that you wont be available for me whenever I want you to be now…
Baboo… : Nutty…I will soon be back…
Nutty…: Don’t give false hopes..cut it…lets talk smthn else…
Baboo… : so where have you been these 3 days no calls nothing..
Nutty : too much office work going on…too many things to handle as that pachku singh (subri singh her manager J) is not available in office…
Babboo.. : trust me nutty quit that job we shall find you a better place to wrk here in Bombay..
Nutty : no ways am I coming to that city..and haan lagta already hawa laggayi..
Baboo : ha ha …kinda actually..i like it here…the office is really nice…had an introductory session first 2 days..
Nutty : its called “INDUCTION” baboo…
Baboo : whatever.. that’s so much like you nutty..
Nutty : missing me???
Baboo : obviously yes…
Nutty : don’t lie…I called the other day at 10.45 in the evening and you were busy talking to som1 else and dint even bother to call me up after you finished talking to him/her..
Baboo.. : oh I was too sleepy then ..nutty… was talking to shaila…
Nutty : You know iam hating this don’t you…
Baboo…: I surely know that nutty..
Nutty : why do you make me complain about these silly things…am just worried that now I will be ignored..
Baboo.. : listen I just spoke to shaila coz she called me up to tell me she was in Bombay too and she got to know thru mayank(another common frend) that ive shifted here as well..
Nutty : oh looks like that BI**H has followed you there too.. Baboo… : its not like that..
Nutty : stop defending her bey..
Baboo..: NUTTTY…stop acting like a Butty.. .
Nutty : BUUUHHHBOOOOO… (dragged one)
Baboo : lite le..
Nutty : anywayz hows your roomy ..is he cute..is friendly,cooperative, southy or northy,
Baboo.. : oh his name is Srinivasan and he is a southy and a simple guy…
Nutty : Oh the shyguy types ??
Baboo : yeah..
Baboo : listen ill call ya up in sometime I don’t have much balance.. okay..
Nutty : do you want me to get you a refill..
Baboo.. : No No thanks…will let ya know.
Nutty : Okay.. will wait for your call ok…so you betta call …you know how violent I can get isn’t it..
Baboo.. : I will soon nutty…
Nutty : Miss ya da..
Baboo : Miss u too..
Nutty : bye
Baboo : Buhbyee

After 5 minutes nutty realizes that she forgot to tell him about her promotion and the new guy her family was looking out for her…So nutty excitedly calls him back thinking will just let him know about the exciting new with which he would get so happy…and excited to know…She calls him up..it comes busy… then she realizes he just said he had no balance.. then after like 10 minutes calls him up again..comes busy again…nutty gets disappointed….calles him up again after 20 minutes…and finds it busy again… And nutty stops trying… and feels enufff trying has happened…

And realizes..that may be she was disturbing him now…

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Eventful Weeks

Last 2 weeks have been very eventful and full of hogging…lol…yes….that’s true…

I went to attend my cousins wedding so I guess you can imagine how much a fooody like me must have hogged…aakhir sshaadiyon main jaate kis liye hain….free ka khana khane ke liye….(that’s what we say when we are going for pplz marriage when we hardly know ppl) all we do is look out for good food……

Anyways…so the wedding was of my cousin…who is kinda close to me and it was damn fun and the sangeet was a real hit(after all I was dancing.. in it ) lol…. Just kidding …but seriously the guyz side was also fun and they were very supportive and friendly…and yes troublesome baraati….lol….so I don’t want to go on writing much about it …coz if I go on…there is no ending…(will upload the shaadi pics next time I write a blog)

Then it was my birthday on 8th Feb…and I celebrated it in the train…was getting back from the wedding so….it was fun with family and all at the end of my birthday…I met my frendz…..for dinner….it ws like a good day but not an extraordinary day….but its fine I don’t expect it to be great any more too… the worst part was..i dint get many presnts…and I love presnts.. L J


Then I went to office on 9th feb…and I slept on my desk for like 15 minutes and no one realized luckily….i was so sleepy that I wanted get back home and just dose off…..Life has changed from the time ive started working….
A
few changes are :

no time to sleep L
No time to watch movies (first day first show)
No time to diet(as If I ever wanted to )
No time to sit and sketch(been so long)
No time for assignments (to do them with more creativity and concentration)
NO TIME TO READ NOVELS L
No time to clean my pathetic,ugly,overstuffed alemra( I never did it ever..but I now think I need to do it soon…)

I know I can go on again In this case…but I don’t want to bore you….

Went to Numaish today….OMG….I so wish I was millionaire….or I had a handsome rich bf or fiancĂ©…for the matter of fact…(don’t want a husband so early…actually fiancĂ©e is also too early)….who had loads of money and could let me shop till the nth moment….Oh how I love shopping.. J J J …..I love shoppng…

Tomorrow is Valentines day and iam doing nothing…most probably will clean my almera and sleep for hours…oh how I miss it…for once you wont believe I don’t want to eat for one whole damn week…I am so fed up of eating…If ppl who know me see this…they will be shocked to see it…Neha and fed up of eating…does not go very well with each other (bad combo)….so so weird

We are playing secret valentine in my class…so I have one of my classmates named chinky for whom I play a secret valentine to….so I got her a purse…I hope she likes it….Its super girlish….got 2 kurtis for myself and 3 pairs of chappals…from numaish…and many other things I don’t want to mention.. ;)

Anyways wat are your plans for valentine….just an ordinary day….??????

One more addition….to my blog today…I am a lil..i don’t know why…there is this scared feeling in me….its weird…it makes me feel that something real bad is going to happn …may be I also know what bad is going to happn… :(

Anywayz… will soon keep you updated about everything else…and one piece of advice from my end…trust ppl only after knowing them…make an opinion about ppl only aftr knowing some for a long time….

Humming this funny song called Bommmali…from I don’t know which movie in telugu…but I like it…I don’t understand the lyrics too..but I guess it’s a nice song….heard it on the radio in the morning…. J

PS :…. Just got to know about the pune blasts…oh how I hate terrorist….and iam feeling sad for the ones who have died….so weird I don’t understand why these terrorist kill ppl whom they hav nothing to take or give…

Yipeee I have ten followers…. :)

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

everything Luks perfect but still theres something missing

I couldnt find a shorter caption this blog of mine...

Its 11.30 p.m. now and i had a wonderfull day today...woke up early at 5.30 am as i had to reach college by 6.30 for a rehearsal of the presentation...was dressed so well for it...ws so excited and for the first time a confident girl like me was feeling nervous coz i was not sure of what he expected out of me....but yes the presentation happend and we gave in our best shot...and sir appreciated our effort....have been having crazy nightmare coz of a dreaded presentation..

But all ended so well... iam so happy...

then went with saira to office..she dropped me and left for office...had work but not as much work as i had yestrday....loved being wela for a while...but i dont mind being a workaholic at all..i kinda enjoy it...even though i crib about it...but in over all my office was fun today...

Left office at 6.15 and then went to saira's office so that we could get bac home together ....and while getting back she ended up crying in front of me...paul and she broke up on saturday and this looked lik a major one..and iam somewhere down the line glad it happend...coz that guy dint even want to try for her....so i hav been helping her get over paul..and she soon will....coz i seriously cant see my frendz or loved ones hurt and cry...hurts me too...though i dont end up crying so easily...

she came to drop me home and as usual we she stayed back for like 15 minutes and we had hearty laugh on various things and one of it also included paul...what a fool is he...was so good to see her smile...

then got back home...and eat my dinner..spoke to a few ppl here and there....did a lil time pass and eat dinner and took everyone out for ice cream to baskin robbins ...oh how i love their ice cream..(it was my treat on getting an internship to everyone in the family ).....

then watched tv for a while and got back in my room...i sat to think on hw my day went so perfectt but somthing was missing...i dont wat...but i wasnt feeling good abt anythnig....whn every thing was going the way i wanted it to....iam feeling funny at the sametime i am feeling weird...


Its so weird whn the ppl around you who know u so well dont understnd that somthing weird is really happneing....ppl like me hardly show it....coz i feel sometimes ppl who know me should know it without even me telling them...I wish i could find out what is that one thing iam missing...am i jsut depressed from inside for my frendz or is there anything hurting me????

I also plan to soon write the second part on nutty n baboo..so keep waiting...and i surely feel so much better after writing ....
humming .....tu jaane na(APKGK) and ....gimme some sunshine ( 3 idiots).....donnoo why...

Sunday, January 31, 2010

FEAR

The teacher called me in saying...Neeti come in..She announced to the class " you have a new classmate joining in your class today " ..." her name is Neeti kumar and she is a very good artist"...My teacher said to me " i hope you have a good day neeti"......she made me sit beside Divya .... and divya happily smiled and said hie....and the english class started....after the class ended the bell rang and the teacher left....other girls and guyz came around to meet me....to ask where i was from...why did i join this school ( any and every school is bad whn your a kid all thanks to homeworks)...and all gave their names and she could hardly remeber any...and then the math lecture had started and the math mam already knew who i ws all thanks to the staff room gossip which teachers have abt students i dint have to be introduced.....it went on all fine...and then it was the short break period in which all of who got their mini tiffins came around and started sharing...it was surely a warm welcome by her classmates...she dint have to worry much abt how her classmates would talk to her / would any one make frendzwid her or nt...but it was not that way....they were all so good...so easy to make frendz with...fun and loving...
the day passed by and the whole class was friend of neeti ....on the first day itself....while getting back home....(home which was just one km away from school and she had 2 walk back) .....she had her classmate...ujwal accompany her....and they walked back home togther..


The stupid blogger.com does not save my blog and the whole post goes OFF....eeks..only the part written above was left over ...Gawd writing the whole post with the same kinda feel can be so impossible..i cant do it...

i dot feeli like writing the hwole post again...but i wanted you guyz to read it...so iam writing it again...

Ujwal ..and neeti became great frendz..neeti passed all through divya's help in science and maths in her 10nth..and ujwal had alwayz been a good student...he took up science and neeti took up arts..but they still remained frndz...she continued doing her study in arts where as ujwal (pet name Babooo)joined...engineering...but still they remained good frendz..they grew up met up evne after having busy schedules thanks to their varied study types...and they both started having new set of frendz..they spoke abt relationships...and brk ups....and grew as closest of frendz togther....Neeti had started to have more than a frend type of a feeling for ujwal but neve tld him coz she had a fear of he not liking her dat way and loosing him....she tought he loved her as a frend....


Neeti had started to look out for job and she got one and ujwal was still in his final year of engineering...sitting for his campus placements..one of the big firms was comming over to his college and both neeti and ujwal wanted ujwalto get into it....so neeti was excited for him..
after his rounds of interview in the evening he called up neeti..
saying can we meet up...neeti asked did u get selected...he said again can we meet up in his worried tone... neeti got worried thinking ujwal dint ge selected and he might hav gone into a state of depression for sometime..
he said nutty (neeti's pet name) meet me at the coffe shop near ur place in half an hour..neeti said ok..and also said iam broke...you pay for the hot choclatee today...
baoboo : sure neeti.. catch u in half n hour there..
IN the coffee shop..
Neeti.. : intensly looking at baboo and telling him its ok if u dint get thru..there are better places you can try for...anywayz it was a stupid company...they hav no sense of hiring ppl...(in short trying to console him without knowing whether he has got thru or no)
Ujwal. : Nutty for once dont talk and just listen to me..
Nutty : okay baboo..tell me...but dont be upset ..
Ujwal : promise you dont utter a word whn iam talking from now... Neeti wondering whats going on..
Neeti. : just say it fast i cant keep mum for long...
Ujwal : i got thru the company and they want me to join i 2 weeks time
Neeti : what a good surprise.. yippppeee. iiam excited to see u go to work...everyday and get paid and get so many treats frm now on... :)
ujwal : jsut keep quiet and listen to me... But i will have to shift to bombay to join them....
Neeti : what rubbish u mean ur leaving to bombay in 2 weeks ( upset)
Ujwal : i had no other choice you know how ive been wanting to get into this company isnt it
Neeti : oh gawd...one good news coming along with a bad one is so annoying..
Ujwal.. nutty i will just be a call away from you...we are frendz forever okay...
neeti.. : iam scared...youll be gone..u will have a new set of frendz...youll forget everthing here..
ujwal...why would. i ..
Neeti : (to cheer ujwal up and to not show how upset she was on him leaving coz she was so addicted to him and was going to miss him terribly)so ...your going to bombay soon...whn should we start shopping for you then...iam excited for you...yiipppeyy..
ujwal...: its goin tto be a 3 month training period and then i go on board...
neeti : sipping her hot chocolate...thats nice to know...
Ujwal... : you dont have to hide on being upset with me...cozi am leaving
Neeti : i cant help it...so its better i say nothing ..(with tears in her eyes)..
Ujwal moving by her side and telling her that...Iam gonna miss you terribly...and iam your best frend and i will alwayz be even if i talk about so many women around me...
Neeti...Iam gonna miss you....
SHe hated the fear of loosing baboo....days were passing by and it was almost 2 weeks...all the gift giving and hugging and all happened but neeti could nto share her feelings for ujwal and tell him how much she loved him...and adored him more than a frend...he was leaving and as soon as ujwal got inside the departure terminal....she called him up...saying " i missing you already "....ill miss to see you around..
Ujwal : I hope you get transfered to bombay
Neeti : i hope you get transfered back here..
ujwall.. : iam gonna miss you nutty
Nutty : iam gonna miss you too babooo..

THis post is being written the second time cozi lost out on the one i had written the first time...

so annoying...i jsut wrote it coz i was wndering on how each one of us go through this feeling of the fear of loosing someone...every person has someone or the other in there life let it be mother ...father, sister, frends..anyone...whom they wnt to be away from...coz there scared that someone might replace there position in the other persons life...Neeti went through the same..she was scared...that ujwal would forget her and get a new frend who would mean everything for him and whereas he meant everything for her...
I saw sherlock holmes today..what an amazin movie...expecially coz it has DOwney Junior in it...aaahh...what an actor...superbly acted in the movie...
Muaaah downey junior..
i hate writing posts twice.. :(

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Some M-I-X-E-D Emotions




Yup long time again since ive blogged.....I cant help it...coz after i reach home i get into my cousins sangeet's practise....we are dancing on a series of songs...and iam in most of them and want to be on par with others and dont want to lag behind....



Many things happening at my end...something worth mentioning is meeting my frend Rohit vishnu who was my friend in school...I am so glad something like facebook exists...other wise i wouldnt be finding all my frendz from school..anywayz he was in hyd for 2 days so i made sure that this time i would surely meet him up at any cost..so i called him near my office at Barista...and we met.....you cant believe what was the first thing he said seeing me.....your stilll so shhhhhhhhoooort.... :(.....He dint grow much tall ether :P....Jk...apart from that...all the talks of schooling..trying to get info on whats going on with the others...etc etc....he had to leave for mysore (infosys ) the next day so he had to leave early...even i had to get back to office....but i was glad i got to meet him....i wish i get to meet all my frendz...togethe... missing em all....





"School days are the best days no doubt"....






At my office front....nothing great happening...works going on...dont really want to comment much on my professional life...coz its getting hectic day by day...


Before i forget...my boss is such a frequent facebook user...i mean looks like he uses it more than i do.....Just today whn i changed my status sitting in the office and with in next 15 minutes whn i went into his cabin to talk to him..as soon as i entered he said...SO neha you want to go on a long holiday???and i was like sir....aapne facebook pe check bhi karliya type...and giving my stunned look....then i was pretending and showing off on how less hectic my job has got and how the course has become a pain in the a**........seriously....right now all iam waiting for is the end of april.....whn i write my examz and get rid of this hectic and crazzy course....



guess what.....saira and paul are back....it happened long back but as i couldnt update my blog i couldnt update you with this...Iam happy that saira is happy...and i have feeling paul is very much positive whn it comes to saira now....unlike Karan...who isnt still understnding geet's feelings....But may be karan choses to be this way with her..and its high time she accepts....shes tried enufff...and if he wants to be treated as a friend she should..


Dont let your friends...best friends....boy friends or anyone take you for granted.....you never know you might end up doing something....which might not land you up in the similar kinda relationship you want to share with him / her...But yes whn you share a bonding with someone...you jst want to be theres...and you expect them to be yours...think and feel the way you do for them...Just would say...as i say to saira...you dont need to change..just be the way you are and you have been for paul...dotn worry abt what he thinks...just be yourself....



Above written lines are a lil complicated to understand..wish you could read between the lines...and understnd what iam trying to say...



Went home on the republic day...i was so happy so relaxed there....for that very day..i felt being job lesss is so kinda fun...its the best feeling ever...i was doing nothing all time eating and talking nothing else....Mom for the first time said somethin so touching...not that she doesnt say touching stuff every time but....usually she does nt show anything...May be thats how Ma's are supposed to be.... She said she was happy i had gone to meet her...and i felt so touched by those words..
Ma i miss you..... your the best thing....I wish i could jst give all the happiness who havent seen for a while now.... i will soon make things better ( i will try for sure)..





Enuff of senti stuff...Kya karien Ma hai hi aisi cheez....shes so funny u wont believe..shewill ask me to reduce my weight all the day long...and whn i go home..she will feed me like a baby...wlll get me food every half an hour.... Iam sorry for hurting you ma....i feel bad for behaving like a brat at times....and she hates me for nt cleaning my almera..i cant help it....its too small for me...lol...comparitively big enuff...

Love ya MA.....



Guess what...My fone...its so no point getting that airtel ka recharge done....you know why...mera stupid fone kharab ho gaya.....i havnt been able to msg anyone...everytime i freaking try to it gets into a coma mode..and after 5 minutes...it comes back to its normal self...so its been almost more than 4 days that this messagoholic has not been able to message anyone..i shall soon go to a nokia service centre guy...




Okay its already 12.55 P.m. and i have to start making the retail industry (presentation in college)ppt ....so have to work on it...No college tomorow luckily..so can wake up hour late....


I missed writing .. :)


Hey before i forget try listeningand this song... Uff teri Adaa from the movie Kartik Calling Kartik....sexxxy song.....you will surely start moving....coz iam...lol . :p.....i like it so much...coz i can relate to it....peekee pilake naach... :P.....lol...After hearing the song Karan called up and said that this is how i would be dancing if i got drunk and this song was played...Worth a watch guyz..farhans looknig good and deepika is just being her natural self( i like her as an actress thats the reason iam sayng so)....lol..







Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Aal Izz Well actually works.....



I was just moving around the office and i got back on my desk with my worried brain. I so badly wanted to get over what i was going through....Why is it so painfull to accept a No.... :(.....I was feeling really upset for geet and saira....saira geet have been thinking of weird stuff to get over thier depression levels....so for a moment staring into my monitor ( which looks like a tv) eeks...(old khatara box.)..gonna get back to my old monitor tomorow. Saw one of my good freinds whose kknowing whats going wid me and around me online and he buzzed me and asked All iz Well??? and i said to my self All iz well.........and ifelt better i was trying to think wat amir khan told in the movie..if you tell ur heart all is going well and bluff to him you will really feel better...and from then on whnever i feel low..i tell myself all iz well...and i feel all my worries are verry lil and i can let go of them easily....so i guess you should try it as well guyz...re bhaiya all iz well.... :)....thanks aamir khan.. :)


Lots of stuff has been happening at my end....last 2 days have been full of happy stuff...got to know a verry good friend...



Started gyming... :( .....i dont like it..but i have to as iam going fat...i see many ppl writing on weight loosing ...( they surely gimme inspiration )..i was just going through harshita and preeti shenoy's blogs and reading there weight loss formulaes...and felt that i dont think its so impossible...

My boss plans to make me permanent now .aaand iam so happy about it....nothing else can make you feel better than getting permanent in ur org and realising that they are actually in need of you... :)


Power went off and i couldnt complete this post...and now i dont remember what i was feeling that day so here i go leaving it incomplete...apologies...I HATE POWER CUTS... :(


humming the song - i know you wan me you know i wantchya by calle ocho... amazing song...try listening to it.. :)



Sunday, January 3, 2010

for yemiledu

Iam writing this only for Archana.... this is the first time i ve done this..and it has made me think...was a difficult task..but i enjoyyed doing it...

1. What is your current obsession?
A. Eating (coincidently it is not current one..but has been there for ever)

2. What are you wearing today?
A. UMM t-shirt and Jealous jeans

3. What’s for dinner?
A. some chutney which my sister's nieghbour made with white rice..

4. What’s the last thing you bought?
A. Novels..

5. What are you listening to right now?
A. Sorry by Madonna

6. What do you think about the person who tagged you?
A. A very nice person who would appreciate what ppl write..

7. If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be?
A. hmm... Goa or New Zealand or...any where near the beach...

8.One thing you wanna change about yourself ?
A. Get some height and loose some weight

9. If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?
A. hmm... New Zealand is what i can think of...

10. Which language do you want to learn?
A. too many...

11. What’s your favourite quote?
A. "sometimes appreciation can help some recognise their strengths"....
be genuine in what you do... there are a list of quotes i like...

12. Who do you want to meet right now?
A. may be my Ma...

13. What is your favourite colour?
A. Black...orange..pink....perl blue....red...white....

14. Give us 3 styling tips that work for you.
A. kajal in the eyes ....smile on my lips....and anything i feel comfortable in...

15. What is your dream job?
A. to own a food joint....and serve healthy good food...

16. What’s your favorite magazine?
A. Cosmopolitan and india today

17. If you had $100 now, what would you spend it on?
A. i would save it..and add on more money and get a professional camera..

18. What do you consider a fashion faux pas?
A. I dont know..

19. Who according to you is the most over-rated style icon?
A. i dont know again...

20. What kind of haircut do you prefer?
A. the one i hav right now

21. What are you going to do after this?
A. go and read the books i have got...

22. What are your favourite movies?
A. other sister...hangover.... i cant remember the others..and ya my latest fav.. 3 idiots//

23. What inspires you?
A. Appreciation and practical ppl

24. What do your friends call you most commonly?
A. Neha...

25. Would you prefer coffee or tea?
A. coffee...chocolate coffee which we get at convineo

26. What do you do when you are feeling low or terribly depressed?
A. eat like crazzy and sleep...

27. What makes you go wild?
A. ignorance...and arrogance

28. Which other blogs do you love visiting?
A. the ones i can relate and all of those who are on my followers list...

29. Favorite Dessert/Sweet?
A. bulls eye....sizzling brownie...fruit cake....garam gulab jamun with ice cream...

30. How many tabs are turned on in ur browser right now?
A. 6

31. Favorite Season?
A. spring

32 .would u cook for me?
A. obviously yes

33. What is the right way to avoid people who purposefully hurt you?
A. Not talk to them...or may be spank them...or i would write a letter.. and finish it there and then..

34. What are you afraid of the most?
A. Driving and Dogs ... :(

35. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
A. i thought nothing..

36. What brings a smile on your face instantly?
A. A hug..

37. A word that you say a lot?
A. Are you kidding me....And Hushyari mat maro... n eeeeksss..aand eeeewww... and hmmmmmm....

38.One wish that you really want to see it come true?
A. too many of em....an awesome job in a good branded company and an MBA from the top B- schools....



Rules for those who are tagged:Respond and rework – answer these questions on your blog, replace one question that you dislike with a question of your own, and add one more question to the list. Then tag eight or ten other new set of people.[Break the rules if you want but do Answer all ;~)]Note-Copy and paste this into your notes, delete mine and type in your answers and tag your friends to answer this.And,

I’ll tag : juhi...
ashish..
rohit..
choco lover..
yemiledu
that is it as of now..i dont know many ppl to tag.... lets see what u guys reply..

Saturday, January 2, 2010

This is how my new year started

I dont know why new year day is so hyped up just like another festival it comes every year...i never knew ppl needed reasons to celebrate...


My new years night was good.... :).... i chucked my plans with my frend and went back home wore a smart top and jjeans and got comfortable and went to shamshabad Novotel...for the big bang beautifully decorated ONE PARTY....there was good food ...lovely music which was being played by DJ aqeel.....and ofcourse...cute guyz....accompanied with prettty girls...we were four of us....3 girls and 1 guy....and it was fun...i was staring at this guy while dancing....one reason...he was looking cute and the other was that he looked familiar..and i feltt i had seen him....after 10 minutes of brain storming...i spent doing that coz he was in front of me dancing wid his group and i could clearly see him...he also could make out from my face that he knew i was trying to think who he was....after like ten minutes i screamed he is PRAGYAN OJHA....which nobody could here...thanks to the loud music which was being played..he loooked so HAWWTTT.....trust me.... i could not get a picture with him...coz i was feeling awkward....standing right in front of him for like half n hour..and dancing and staring at him..thinking who he was...and then whn i realise who he was..going n asking him for a pic....so weird...eeeeewww... i missed on taking a pic wid himm...


hmm....so we got back arnd 4 in the morning...and slept till 11 in the morning...had to wake up forcefully as we had to go out for lunch to Yoko sizzlers...with my sister and jiju...the place is good...sizzlers are heavy....i couldnt eat it all ...i had to share it with nerdy...we both eat it...but the sizzzling brownie sucked there big time..i hate it whn ppl screw up sizzling brownies... :(


then we went to meet mom....yesterday...things got emotional...i met abhudi...oh gawd...the moment i saw her i had tears in my eyes..ma had made gulab jamun for jiju and k.....myself ...ma and k have one thing in commong we three like garam garam gulab jamuns like crazzy...they taste so yummy...there was another mouth watering dis...Dahi wada...which tasted yummm....ma ka haath ka khana is so heavenly.... then we left at around 10.30 and reached back at hyd by arnd 12... on the way i had a lil not so needed argument in the car with these guyz...i dnt think i should be opening up with ppl much now..coz they fail to understnd me..and i hate it...especially whn it comes to k....i hate it so much....


Today i had the worst lecture from this lady called beena on emotional Intelligence...eeeks what a bad topic to give a lecture on...i heard nothing what the lady said...she was boring and tha content she had to share was even more boring...she dragged it from 7.45 to 11.15...just imagine a long dragged uup boring lecture on emotional intelligence..i dotn want to think abt it....


then i left college and went to city centre....and looked around whole lot of books at crossword....i love that place....i wish i had crossword in my house....and some coffee at coffee day and read a magazine there...and bought 2 books to read for myself....then i went to mc donalds and had a veg burger...which did not taste as bad as it usuallly does...the best part of all this ws...i did it all alone...:)...i dint need any one...after i was done..i saw these 2 guzy in business suits..and i started to dream of me soon becoming a business woman...oh i wish i could soon reach that stage...and be big woman... :)...


got back home and slept..as i had stuffed myself..big time...and after i was awake i realised how badly i wanted to write about how the new year has started off...another big things happneing are..i had a fight wid gabbar....and i dont think i want to talk to him....as it has gone over board this time..i tried and i dont think its gonna work to get bck..so iam not interested in gettting back things to normalisation either...and sarabjit is nt replying to me...i guess i hve made enufff fool of my self ...that shoud be the reason for him not to reply to me...so this is how the day is going...
:)