Wednesday, April 27, 2011

:-( :-(

very many reasons why am i low..
a. My eye is down with an infection....its gone red... and it keeps watering for no freaking reason..
b. i want some one to pamper me..Iam missing mom...mothers are sisters are always so concerned..
c.ppl around me are unhappy which makes me unhapppy..
d. 2 months is a long time...its high time someone realises that - it calls for a meet
e. ive started thinking too much :(


:( :( :(.....iam missing my mom...moms are so nice...they just care no matter how bad a child you are..

Saturday, April 9, 2011

love you granpa


I had alwayz wanted to write a post on himm...and iam finally doing it...iam writing coz i want to tell him how much i love him....

Its been almost Sixteen years now that i have been staying with him....trust me he is such a sweet father,friend, brother,mother, and above all the coolest grandfather i have ever had...i have alwayz wanted to grab some good qualities from a few ppl...andhe comes first in the few peoples category .....i have seen him be the best father-in-law....the most romantic husband....a loving granpa...and above all a good human being...

At times trust me i have not liked him...he hasnt given me things which i reallly wanted in my life....and never gave me reasons for not giving them to me...but now when only few months are left before i leave this house and him...i want to forget it alll......and wnt to make the best use of time i can with him

Today, i had a very heart to heart conversation with him....wee usually talk to eachother abt our personal lifes...i have told him everything and he tells me all about what is happening with him and around him....and after i grew big..he also has started taking advices from me..

It had been quite sometime that i was not able to spend some quality time with him....today when i was not at office...chilling out at home...with my phone not ringing...not playng with the kids....and thankfullly no one at home just him and me....he called me and asked "kya chal raha hai".....-i know sounds like a reallly kewl granpa....that he is trust me...

Then we sat to talk...he asked me about office...he asked me about fido...he asked me about my wedding...and also asked me about allot more other things.. :P....and at the same time he told me about how he felt about all of it.....he gave his take on each n everything...it felt good...reallly good to hear him talk to me after sooooo long...then i asked him...."and whats going on at ur end".....he started of....he spoke about last few days....and the coming few days...he told me a few things which i was not needing to know about...but he still shared them with me...i felt like he wanted to talk to somebody and he spoke to me....sometimes you feeelll so good about being there for someone...especially whn someone has been there all the time for you..you just feel wonderful....he spoke...he wanted advice...i gave...loved it...trust me i loved it...for the first time he was sharing things without me forcing him to do so....

I had to leave the chat unended with him coz i had my friends atthe door step...waiting for me...and had to rush...i dint want to go out for the first time...jst wanted to sit and hear him...some qualities of his are just worth learning...

I just wanna tell him that he has been a great father and a too good grandfather... i love him lots..irrespective of few of my wants not being fulfilled....i love you poo poo...and trust me i would miss you the most after leaving this house....sorrryy fido....if my poo poo was young and was not related to me...i would surely get married to him...


I love you poo poo...even though your just sitting a few steps away from me...iam missing you....