i love being a pessimist...

Finally iam not going for dinner with sujoy....eeks i hate it... :(....now i dont want to go anywhere...why does it happn every new years night...i end uup doing drastically what i dont want to be doing...huh... :(...
i dont want to start it this way...i think making plans is what we shouldnt be doing....everything should be unexpected coz thats the only way things can make us feel happy and contended...
Atleast in my case it is so...i alwayz expect somthing and something else happens... i think being a pessimist actuallly helps...

Let all the sad things be aside...my boss gave my my stipend (meri pehli kamayi todaY)...bada mazza aaya....iam so happy..it is a good feel iam getting to get some money on my own...wont have to ask mom for one whole damn month for money now... :)
What a new years gift isnt it..


anywayz i cant wrte much coz i wanna rush back home..as i have to carry on with the party..

so catch ya later..and verry happpp new year.. :)

HEy this is one of the poems i really liked...read and like it..
I didn’t get a chance to say I love you.
You were gone before we got that far.All I know is now I really need you,
Yet when I look for you, you aren’t there.
You said once that you never would forget me,Yet how am I to know without you here?
Such emptiness! Like what I feel within me:
Neither flesh nor tears, just cold thin air.
Sometimes, alone, I feel your arms around me,
And all my need for you spills out in pain.
Jagged memories of you surround me.
I cannot think I won’t see you again.

just another ordianary day...

Yeah...it was just another ordianary...day.....i bunked college today...wantedly...got some extra sleep..and went late to office..i reached office like at around 11.00 today... It was bosses lecture i skipped...ha....

Its crazzy how i want to go party tomorow nite...but i guess its not gonna work.. i dont want to comment much on it but i just wish i could....
jiju called up in the morning..hopefully we should go out sometime for lunch or dinners this week..once he gets free with all his work....have loads to tlk to him..regarding carrreeer,shaadi....etc.etc...
dint do anything much in the whole day...proved myself as a confused person to one of my blog followers...who is soon going to plan to quit reading my crazy blog....and i am hopefully going to atleast try to use the tips he has given to make my blog a better one..Thank you so much...
i dint not end up going to raechal's wedding all thanks to commuting problem..and the area in which the wedding is has loads of chaos of telangana and shit like that...so it was safe not to go...but will make sure we give her a nice party once she is bac to college...

My frend called and told me that it was compulsory to attend tomorows guest lecture or else i would be marked absent for the whole damn week....eeeeks..i hate it..i was planning to bunk tomorw as well..but looks like jaana hi padega...i hate waking up early.... :(
sheebu and i had a major fight as usual...and ive decided...dis time iam not going ahead and telling him iam sorry...its been happening for a while now..and i dont see my mistake in it...so i will just sit back and see the tamasha...kitne din baat nahi karega dekhti hun main bhi...
Limitations...boundaries and uncertainities...are such negative words...idont like them,...i wish they never existed... :(

I like the song you and me from pyar impossible...its nice...iam humming it all day long...
:) ....dinner is ready...so catch u later....

for rohit and juhi... :)

Rohit...thanks for reading my blog...feels good that som1 is reading my blog now...i hope you continue reading it ....coz i dont have many ppl reading my blog...so does not make me want to write it.... i hardly have any one reading it ...but in a way writing and letting my heart out feels good coz there are few things i cant talk about to anyone at all...





Juhi....iam uploading a few pics of mine ...check em out and let me know...how iam looking whether the hair cut suits me or not...frendz and boss both of them said it suited me....and i myself like it like crazy ...loads of thanks to chandrakant ( the one who cut my hair ...even though he is not much of a computer person)..i hope u can see me...i could have put up one b4 n after pic but then...iam in office so cant do all this keeda here...

Had a long half n hour talk to my boss cum professor sandeep sir...regarding college...assignments ....work place...new years party..etc. ..etc...he is a goood guy....one of those very few ppl who knows what to say how and at what time.... :).. i think he is great as a bosss...one of the managers...the fun lonving one...( amitesh) is leaving for his hometown for a long holiday...all ppl at office work crazzily i guess except me...but i still want a vacation....i want to go to GOA with frendz.... :(...


Anyways i will get my first pay...(meri pehli kamayi) on this 31st ......and i dont know where to spend what....the stipend is so lil ..that i dont need to think much...out of 4k i wil hide 2k for future use... and i should leave 1k for my montly expenses ...any suggestions what do i do of the other 1k ....your ideas are welcome...will be helpfulll for me to take decisions....
I met nirmala's boy frend sunil....i have met him before but not for so long...that guy is nice...nirmala is a sweet person....i hope all good happns to her.....iam glad i have a frend like her...even though she is 4 years older than me....we share the same level of thinking ...fun..so i was telling u about sunil...he is the guy from her office...and he is not just a guy....he is from ISB...so he is this brainy guy...lol... i want admission in ISB...dilwado na koyi...

:)....I, nirmala and rejina...are going for Raechals wedding which is tomorw..raechal is my PG classmate....Most of my classmates are gonna be there....so it is gonna be real fun ...i will upload some pics for sure...

After reading rohit's blog i realised oh yeah there is something called New Years Resolution as well.....its such a useless thing ...but my first resolution will be....i will Reduce my crazzzily over flowing weight...and work even more harder for my second semester and top this time...aim karne main kya jaata hai.... :)
the time to get back home is comming closer and i need to finish up with my days work....one more hour and iam outta office....
lets see whats in store for me for tomorw.....