The want to go for a HOLIDAY

Holiday ...i want to go for a holiday...
I cant believe it has just been 3 months that i had gone for a 15 day vacation and i want to go for it again....yes a mini one would but it has to happen...i dont wanna be home...want to visit some nice place..and not think of hyd and home and office...and about all the daily chores...just want to go on a vacation and do nothing...nothing at all..just pamper myself...

OK now i know where is it comming from... Someone please pamper me...

My crave for Pani Puri...

I just realised that i was feeling reallly weak today and dint want to eat anything at all....iam living on 2 sandwiches ....and i am surely screwing my health up....

I also realised that it had beeennn REEEEEAAAALLLLYYY long..and i hadnt eaen pani Puri at my favourite bandi....freak i cnt wait to get back home....and get the puri in my mouth....

I still havent disclosed to Fido that i end up talking more than i regualarly do after eating pani puri...ha...i dont know how he is going to react to that change...

I think pani puri is something...i can have anytime of the day / night...i dont need a particular time for it....its such a tempting dish and also a releaving one... :) :)

Ok i cant wait any longer....iam leaving from work now and heading to eat pani puri :) :)...Oh!! pani puri u make me so happpy...

Wish Fido was around to share :)

Cant think of a title...

Yeah...i just cant think of a title for this post coz nothings comming on my mind right now..Iam not writing this blog with a topic in my mind but yes...i just felt like writing...may be by the end of the blog ill get to know what i reallly wanted to write about...

Iam at work....have loads to finish....but i cant think of even one to name....and yeah...there i have another msg on my fone...nope its not priyank...he hardly mesgs on my phone....its the airtel guyz....god they are getting on my nerves...they messg me more of often than fido does....I should complain to fido...or may be i should go marry airtel....:P...they atleast message me....Fido...doesnt :( :(....not even a "love you" even after having a long day without talking to him :( :(...no iam not complaining.... :P...i know he is busy...

anywayz....my right leg seems to be hurting today.....Hersh's girl friend anuja has come over to hyd...will be meeting her up tomorw....shes another talkative nautanki just like me...so its fun to meet her...went to lifestyle last night while returning from office....i just had to pick a pack of rubberbands as i was running out of them....and i ended up buying so many more accessories and shelled out 500 Rs... :(.....i am so hopeless....ive decided to not do any unwanted shopping...
I dont know how much i would succeed on doing so...
Sent fido a surprise cant leak it out here what if he reads the blog... :P...I forgot to take pictures of what i did...its ok..ill ask him to do so and put em up.....
Anywayz before someone peeps into my system...i should stop writing... :) :)

and iam fine.... :) :)

Phew !!!

SOmetimes Internet connections and their connectivity with the sites can get so irrritatiing...and when nothing else around is working your way....its just an add on to the irritation levels...

Yes i want to do Phew!!! again and again....iam so frustrated of using my phone...i feel iam doing some Atyachar on it...I recommend you never to buy Samsung Corby....It surely looks like a good deal to buy....but it is not an everlasting phone....All thanks to my Dhokebaaz Corby i am using another phone which is some age old model of Nokia...Cant help....majburi ka naaam mahatma gandhi....but yes....It is far more better than the corby...:P....Its not idont like the nokia phone which i am using..its just gone old..and in oldage am asking it work with the stamina of a 20yr old youngster....So i hope you know what can e expected out of the Phone....i dont blame it..

I need to buy a new phone (no touchScreen)any suggestions...

Fido dint call me last night....another set of Phew Phew Phew!!!...:(...I guess i just have to accept it....its still march and december looks to long to go....such days are just going to come more often... :(.....i need to just get to used to it...

I dont think Fido will have the time to go thru the blog...so i can write anything and everything....

The folllowing pic is so for fido....so much like himm...


Oh...ginger(refering to my blog)...you surely are good subsitute for Fido...where i can just write write write...and you will just take take take... :P..

Anywayz too early in the morning...that iam writing this blog...so lemme go back and take a shower and rush to ophice... :P..

Craving for some bavarian Chocolate.....of baskins ...

Those 3 words…

Yep..now it’s a routine that fido and I take time out and talk to eachother in the night. Last night was our longest conversation till date and it was all going on like it does every day. All thanks to the effect of the movie If Only on me that I should do or say what all I want to the people and not keep it myself as you never know what happens to you next.

Deep down somewhere I knew that fido would be taking his own sweet time..but I thought I wanted to tell him…that yes…I know you’re the one I love…..Yes it has never been a tradition that the girls says it first…but fido dint look like he would do so…even though he always wrote in his messages…I knew he wouldn’t say it…I tried to do it on the phone verbally and it was sso soo soo difficult you wont believe…so I had to ask him to hang and text him the same…freak..i know iam such a looser….bt I was feeling shy…(being shy is so not neha) :P….

He then pretended to have not read the message and somehow made me say it…(he surely can get things out of my mouth :P) I like it….After I said those three words “ I love you” …I was blushing…like a red tomato..and then he replied saying the same…that he loved me too…and yes….it was so very special….when you know someone loves and is saying that you….you want to hear it more….just want him to make you feel so special just like no one else does….and Fido was doing it…those 3 words from his mouth made me smile, blush, go crazy, laugh…want to hug him and do what not…but it surely felt like never before…nothing can beat this feeling….its the best feeling to have..to know that someone loves you so much that you can sense it when he says it even after being so apart…

Iam just so happy and feel so good to have him...gawd knows where is he..hasnt called yet…iam missing him…

Toasty and Fido....

Have stopped blogging regularly so think i should start doing so again...A few updates from side so that you dont get lost on where iam whn u read my next blog...
The latest and the best news till date..

1. Priyank(fido) and i(toasty) have got officially committed....:P....loving it...OH yeah ...we werent sharing these feelings for eachother while we werre just chatting with no intentions of getting serious wit eachother....one month back...but february changed it all...we met...we understood...we liked and we said yes.... :) :) :).....Iam so looking forward to knowing him more....a very genuine sweetheart that he is...and me the biggest nautanki on earth.....We are different but we are very similar at the same time...another addition in my list of ppl for whom i want to pray....I know its to early to say this but somehow iam so glad its fido and no one else for me....

this weekend i sent him chocolates and letters and a wrist watch (which iam hoping he wears)...i know iam dumb to send him a watch even after knowing that he does not wear it...but i couldnt help.. i loved it for him.....i hope he wears it....this whole gift making thing and all happened allot in hurry...but i was able to make him something reallly nice and send it across...I hope he will be able to remember this for the rest of his life...

Things change so easily...one fine day (25th Feb night)we both said yes and now all i think of is him...A few things in which fido is very different from others....he does not open up very easily, portrays his feelings 4 me very rarely but he surely has them so no worries....:P...

I just want to be with him now and then ...want to know him so badly...this period is something where iam so loving it...i want to know what he feels abt me....all that is in his head and heart...
Fido i miss you so much....i wish you could know it...and i could tell it to you... :)

2nd Update : ive been feeling reallly sleepy at work these days....guess its the affect of the BIG YES :P....but i love to talk to him in the night....wish it could go on and never end..

3rd Update : Saira and Paul are getting engaged in April....yes yes i dint want it to happen but its happening...iam happpy for them...coz they are happy for eachother..

was talking to my colleague about how we hit it off...so filmy u shall know about it soon....may be i and fido can write a post together for you guyz...