:-( :-(

very many reasons why am i low..
a. My eye is down with an infection....its gone red... and it keeps watering for no freaking reason..
b. i want some one to pamper me..Iam missing mom...mothers are sisters are always so concerned..
c.ppl around me are unhappy which makes me unhapppy..
d. 2 months is a long time...its high time someone realises that - it calls for a meet
e. ive started thinking too much :(


:( :( :(.....iam missing my mom...moms are so nice...they just care no matter how bad a child you are..

love you granpa

I had alwayz wanted to write a post on himm...and iam finally doing it...iam writing coz i want to tell him how much i love him....

Its been almost Sixteen years now that i have been staying with him....trust me he is such a sweet father,friend, brother,mother, and above all the coolest grandfather i have ever had...i have alwayz wanted to grab some good qualities from a few ppl...andhe comes first in the few peoples category .....i have seen him be the best father-in-law....the most romantic husband....a loving granpa...and above all a good human being...

At times trust me i have not liked him...he hasnt given me things which i reallly wanted in my life....and never gave me reasons for not giving them to me...but now when only few months are left before i leave this house and him...i want to forget it alll......and wnt to make the best use of time i can with him

Today, i had a very heart to heart conversation with him....wee usually talk to eachother abt our personal lifes...i have told him everything and he tells me all about what is happening with him and around him....and after i grew big..he also has started taking advices from me..

It had been quite sometime that i was not able to spend some quality time with him....today when i was not at office...chilling out at home...with my phone not ringing...not playng with the kids....and thankfullly no one at home just him and me....he called me and asked "kya chal raha hai".....-i know sounds like a reallly kewl granpa....that he is trust me...

Then we sat to talk...he asked me about office...he asked me about fido...he asked me about my wedding...and also asked me about allot more other things.. :P....and at the same time he told me about how he felt about all of it.....he gave his take on each n everything...it felt good...reallly good to hear him talk to me after sooooo long...then i asked him...."and whats going on at ur end".....he started of....he spoke about last few days....and the coming few days...he told me a few things which i was not needing to know about...but he still shared them with me...i felt like he wanted to talk to somebody and he spoke to me....sometimes you feeelll so good about being there for someone...especially whn someone has been there all the time for you..you just feel wonderful....he spoke...he wanted advice...i gave...loved it...trust me i loved it...for the first time he was sharing things without me forcing him to do so....

I had to leave the chat unended with him coz i had my friends atthe door step...waiting for me...and had to rush...i dint want to go out for the first time...jst wanted to sit and hear him...some qualities of his are just worth learning...

I just wanna tell him that he has been a great father and a too good grandfather... i love him lots..irrespective of few of my wants not being fulfilled....i love you poo poo...and trust me i would miss you the most after leaving this house....sorrryy fido....if my poo poo was young and was not related to me...i would surely get married to him...

I love you poo poo...even though your just sitting a few steps away from me...iam missing you....

The want to go for a HOLIDAY

Holiday ...i want to go for a holiday...
I cant believe it has just been 3 months that i had gone for a 15 day vacation and i want to go for it again....yes a mini one would but it has to happen...i dont wanna be home...want to visit some nice place..and not think of hyd and home and office...and about all the daily chores...just want to go on a vacation and do nothing...nothing at all..just pamper myself...

OK now i know where is it comming from... Someone please pamper me...

My crave for Pani Puri...

I just realised that i was feeling reallly weak today and dint want to eat anything at all....iam living on 2 sandwiches ....and i am surely screwing my health up....

I also realised that it had beeennn REEEEEAAAALLLLYYY long..and i hadnt eaen pani Puri at my favourite bandi....freak i cnt wait to get back home....and get the puri in my mouth....

I still havent disclosed to Fido that i end up talking more than i regualarly do after eating pani puri...ha...i dont know how he is going to react to that change...

I think pani puri is something...i can have anytime of the day / night...i dont need a particular time for it....its such a tempting dish and also a releaving one... :) :)

Ok i cant wait any longer....iam leaving from work now and heading to eat pani puri :) :)...Oh!! pani puri u make me so happpy...

Wish Fido was around to share :)

Cant think of a title...

Yeah...i just cant think of a title for this post coz nothings comming on my mind right now..Iam not writing this blog with a topic in my mind but yes...i just felt like writing...may be by the end of the blog ill get to know what i reallly wanted to write about...

Iam at work....have loads to finish....but i cant think of even one to name....and yeah...there i have another msg on my fone...nope its not priyank...he hardly mesgs on my phone....its the airtel guyz....god they are getting on my nerves...they messg me more of often than fido does....I should complain to fido...or may be i should go marry airtel....:P...they atleast message me....Fido...doesnt :( :(....not even a "love you" even after having a long day without talking to him :( :(...no iam not complaining.... :P...i know he is busy...

anywayz....my right leg seems to be hurting today.....Hersh's girl friend anuja has come over to hyd...will be meeting her up tomorw....shes another talkative nautanki just like me...so its fun to meet her...went to lifestyle last night while returning from office....i just had to pick a pack of rubberbands as i was running out of them....and i ended up buying so many more accessories and shelled out 500 Rs... :(.....i am so hopeless....ive decided to not do any unwanted shopping...
I dont know how much i would succeed on doing so...
Sent fido a surprise cant leak it out here what if he reads the blog... :P...I forgot to take pictures of what i did...its ok..ill ask him to do so and put em up.....
Anywayz before someone peeps into my system...i should stop writing... :) :)

and iam fine.... :) :)

Phew !!!

SOmetimes Internet connections and their connectivity with the sites can get so irrritatiing...and when nothing else around is working your way....its just an add on to the irritation levels...

Yes i want to do Phew!!! again and again....iam so frustrated of using my phone...i feel iam doing some Atyachar on it...I recommend you never to buy Samsung Corby....It surely looks like a good deal to buy....but it is not an everlasting phone....All thanks to my Dhokebaaz Corby i am using another phone which is some age old model of Nokia...Cant help....majburi ka naaam mahatma gandhi....but yes....It is far more better than the corby...:P....Its not idont like the nokia phone which i am using..its just gone old..and in oldage am asking it work with the stamina of a 20yr old youngster....So i hope you know what can e expected out of the Phone....i dont blame it..

I need to buy a new phone (no touchScreen)any suggestions...

Fido dint call me last night....another set of Phew Phew Phew!!!...:(...I guess i just have to accept it....its still march and december looks to long to go....such days are just going to come more often... :(.....i need to just get to used to it...

I dont think Fido will have the time to go thru the blog...so i can write anything and everything....

The folllowing pic is so for fido....so much like himm...


Oh...ginger(refering to my blog)...you surely are good subsitute for Fido...where i can just write write write...and you will just take take take... :P..

Anywayz too early in the morning...that iam writing this blog...so lemme go back and take a shower and rush to ophice... :P..

Craving for some bavarian Chocolate.....of baskins ...

Those 3 words…

Yep..now it’s a routine that fido and I take time out and talk to eachother in the night. Last night was our longest conversation till date and it was all going on like it does every day. All thanks to the effect of the movie If Only on me that I should do or say what all I want to the people and not keep it myself as you never know what happens to you next.

Deep down somewhere I knew that fido would be taking his own sweet time..but I thought I wanted to tell him…that yes…I know you’re the one I love…..Yes it has never been a tradition that the girls says it first…but fido dint look like he would do so…even though he always wrote in his messages…I knew he wouldn’t say it…I tried to do it on the phone verbally and it was sso soo soo difficult you wont believe…so I had to ask him to hang and text him the same…freak..i know iam such a looser….bt I was feeling shy…(being shy is so not neha) :P….

He then pretended to have not read the message and somehow made me say it…(he surely can get things out of my mouth :P) I like it….After I said those three words “ I love you” …I was blushing…like a red tomato..and then he replied saying the same…that he loved me too…and yes….it was so very special….when you know someone loves and is saying that you….you want to hear it more….just want him to make you feel so special just like no one else does….and Fido was doing it…those 3 words from his mouth made me smile, blush, go crazy, laugh…want to hug him and do what not…but it surely felt like never before…nothing can beat this feeling….its the best feeling to have..to know that someone loves you so much that you can sense it when he says it even after being so apart…

Iam just so happy and feel so good to have him...gawd knows where is he..hasnt called yet…iam missing him…