iam gonna miss........

i dont want my sister to leave me....she comes down for a month wid a lot of work here...n frm the time shes had a baby...she has even more work to do....
I think more than me my moms gonna miss her....i dont hav a father...he expired whn i was in 2nd standard....n my mom...has beeen lonely in her frm the time he left...but all thnks to our family...we all neva felt so much pain n dint hav to struggle much wid our lifes.....
my mom loves it whn her daughters wid dere daughters come down...to our place....i,ma n kiran....hav planned to hav the crying session in d evening..we decided not to cry much...till today morning...my sisters wasnt going tommorw to kuwait but den jiju called her and asked her to get bac....he is having a tough time dere....n he is missing her n ira verry much....so she plans not to cancel her tickets n leave tomorw....i dont think i could hav got a better sister then kiran...who has alwayz helped me ....
I can alwayz depend on her.... n ask her anything....i would ask for a suggestion frm her coz i knw shes my own...sister...and she wouldnt suggest me anything wrong....we share a different relationship....shes almost 8yrs older to me....n we dont eva feel the age difference...i wish we could stay together forever....i knw she wants to get bac....coz she misses jijju.....oh god!!!!!!!!how i wish i could stop her...but i dont want to....coz her love and life are there....and i knw next summer or may be b4 dat we mite meet again.....
why do ppl come whn they hav to go again??????????
Theres a trip being planned by a few cousins and frendz of mine to kodai...and ive been asked to join in....i want to go to the trip....but iam doubtfull if i will be able to
due to many reason's....
1. permission frm poo poo(my granpa-who's the big daddy of our house)
2. my MBA or diploma course admission will be on...
3. i donno....i thought id find many reasons to write in here...but i dont seem to be remembering dem....let see wat happns its in may end...so i wanna be free...n njoy wid dem
iam going to my lil cousin gaurav's birthdya party....its at mc donalds...n i hate mc donalds big time...n den kiran wants to go for dinner....so we all members of a big bang joint family...are again going to create a big chaos in some big posh restraunt(i find it a lil embarassing...coz we all wanna eat smthn diff and we order so many things...and den d kids of our house...strt cribbing....n acting ziddi....dis gets a lil annoying...but we finalllly manage to have a great time).....This alwayz happns..and its bound to happn....
Aaaaaaaah!!!!!again....the thought abt missing kiran is comming in my head...i juss wanna tell her that shes the best thing i could ever get.....thnks god....thnku so much...she has been my mother,tutor,sister,brother.....and all the the beautifull relations i could share wid her...i dont regret having a brother.....coz am happpy i hav a sister like kiran...
Anyways...catch u later....next time ill hav more stuff to write in as my sister is not gonna be here...and i would want to share ....so many things as my sisters not gonna be arnd....