everything Luks perfect but still theres something missing

I couldnt find a shorter caption this blog of mine...

Its 11.30 p.m. now and i had a wonderfull day today...woke up early at 5.30 am as i had to reach college by 6.30 for a rehearsal of the presentation...was dressed so well for it...ws so excited and for the first time a confident girl like me was feeling nervous coz i was not sure of what he expected out of me....but yes the presentation happend and we gave in our best shot...and sir appreciated our effort....have been having crazy nightmare coz of a dreaded presentation..

But all ended so well... iam so happy...

then went with saira to office..she dropped me and left for office...had work but not as much work as i had yestrday....loved being wela for a while...but i dont mind being a workaholic at all..i kinda enjoy it...even though i crib about it...but in over all my office was fun today...

Left office at 6.15 and then went to saira's office so that we could get bac home together ....and while getting back she ended up crying in front of me...paul and she broke up on saturday and this looked lik a major one..and iam somewhere down the line glad it happend...coz that guy dint even want to try for her....so i hav been helping her get over paul..and she soon will....coz i seriously cant see my frendz or loved ones hurt and cry...hurts me too...though i dont end up crying so easily...

she came to drop me home and as usual we she stayed back for like 15 minutes and we had hearty laugh on various things and one of it also included paul...what a fool is he...was so good to see her smile...

then got back home...and eat my dinner..spoke to a few ppl here and there....did a lil time pass and eat dinner and took everyone out for ice cream to baskin robbins ...oh how i love their ice cream..(it was my treat on getting an internship to everyone in the family ).....

then watched tv for a while and got back in my room...i sat to think on hw my day went so perfectt but somthing was missing...i dont wat...but i wasnt feeling good abt anythnig....whn every thing was going the way i wanted it to....iam feeling funny at the sametime i am feeling weird...

Its so weird whn the ppl around you who know u so well dont understnd that somthing weird is really happneing....ppl like me hardly show it....coz i feel sometimes ppl who know me should know it without even me telling them...I wish i could find out what is that one thing iam missing...am i jsut depressed from inside for my frendz or is there anything hurting me????

I also plan to soon write the second part on nutty n baboo..so keep waiting...and i surely feel so much better after writing ....

humming .....tu jaane na(APKGK) and ....gimme some sunshine ( 3 idiots).....donnoo why...