let me tell u my status...

Finallly iam blogging after a really long time....THanks Roheeet and Varun...for reminding me that i hadnt blogged for long and yes now i have a new follower..someone call Koolgal...Ha...Feels good to know that ppl wait for me to blog and ppl who are new to my blog like my blog...(even though just a few)...

Blogging is not about making ppl like what you write...its more about telling ppl abt whats happening and may be somehow they can relate to it and feel good that its just not them who are going through the random feelings but yes there are ppl like them too..


Ok...my current status of life....is so complicated...iam feeling so weird...a few things are going up and down and agian up and down....but a few things are just going donw down down.... :( :( :(

I know i cant expect things to go my way all the time...but then i can be spared once isnt it....I just got back a month ago from this 15 day long trip in dec...and it was a gr8 one...i love being with family...they make me feel good...
I got back and then....had to join work...and since then ive been working again....gawd how i wish i could bunk work just like college...

went thru some bad experiences of making new friends this Jan...My suggestion...never make new friends and even if u do....do not open up easily to themm...some ppl are just mean and talk to you with an intention and a purpose in mind..
SUch pppllll suck big time and they hurt u like crazy... :(

Anyways...i am trying to get rid of those ppl at present and get back to my normal self...

Its my brithday on this tuesday...and i was fine till today...but now i dont feeel the ssame excitment i had till afternoon..i dunno what went wrong...

I somehow know its not going to be a great one as it is every year... :(...my sisters not in india to celebrate my birthday...and she would just send me something or may be do smthn for me...but i shes too far away to do smthn..
I have no hopes from my friends...poor ppl...my office is too far for them to give me any surprises...and my fmaily is just too hopeless whn it comes to birthdays....

anywayz....enufff of depression...i made myself happy by getting myself a birthday gift...i got a nice branded watch....which i wanted for a long time...damn..ilike it...will be one of my priced possesions :) :)

ANywayz...too much for today...