Rubaru

It was Saturday night when I was browsing through various channels on t.v. and this time it was DD national which caught my eye… They were playing the movie rubaru copy of the English movie If Only..I had wanted to watch this movie when it had released because mainly it had randeep hooda in it and the movies songs were good but I dint get to see it.
So Saturday was the day when I got all excited to see this movie rubaru.
The cast has randeep hooda and the female is who played the role of arjun rampals wife in rock on. I dotn know her name and iam lazy to search.. It’s a good pairing and both have acted so well. If only is more touching than rubaru is but it is nice..the songs of the movie and the picturisation is so well done..Both have acted well..
One time watch for sure…and yes the people who like soft nice music can like the songs of rubaru..
I wish the movie happened in reality..the locations the hero takes the heroine on that one day are just too beautiful..i would surely tell my guy to take me to those beautifull places.

Weird TImes....

This phase of life is so weird . I have been wondering why are things happening with me or is it that does everyone go thru what iam going...or am i the chosen one..It can be so that there is a problem with me but cmon...not alwayz isnt it...

Presently iam hating a few things...like
1. My course : Gawd i cant believe id get so annoyed and fed up of it...i mean i have so many projects and the burden does not seem to be comming down at all. It seems to be just comming up and up and up and now it goes bouncers... :(.... I mean Whacko (one of my profs) is taking 2 papers and he has already given us 4 projects BIG ... BIG...BIg ones.... which we have to complete by the mid of this month...and then No shanta and No Ram...has come up with this new strategy of More projects no exam..eeeeh...i hate him....I have one of his presentations(obviously iam not prepared for) tomorw ...eeks... and LIL sweety (another prof of mine ) has come up with something in his mind which looks interesting to me and i am excited to help him..so this is not one of the major projects...(after all i like it)...and mr. akhdu singh AKA chindi chor (another prof..) has thought some tufff stuff in classs which iam scared will land me up flunking in his paper....All these super natural aliens on earth who happened to be my profs are screwing my life royalllly... :(
2.I still havent decided on my job...whether i want to take it or leave it...i hate the fact tht if i leave it...iam going to be one of the most pathetic ppl on earth (dont want to talk more abt it)
3. I expect a lil co-operation from my families end....which does nt seem to be happening...they seem to be freaking me out by saying....weird things...

weird weird weird....is all i have to say....
SOme real nice stuff on my mind has come up for nutty and babboo..iam soon gonna write it out...

Hummming some depressing songs like Stay the same and.... Kahin toh Hogi woh.... and yeah how can i forget...My favouring....and the song i hummmed all day long...IKTARA

What a sunday... :)

I woke up at around 10.30 AM and went and opened my cupboard and decided that I will at any cost clean my closet today…coz ive been delaying it for long.. as yesterday itself I took all of my clothes and dumped them back in coz I wanted to sleep.. L…
So I woke up went to my almera and opened it and pulled all the stuff out and decided that I will take shower only after I finish cleaning my cupboard… J
And I did it ( ha ha ..what a relief)…coz my cupboard is a terror..i wish ma was there to handle it … L…

Then at around 1.30 ish I went to take my shower finally and took and nice hot shower and it made me feel so good trust me… everyday I have to rush to college and take fast showers…so basically it was a day I pampered myself…

Then my cousins frend had bought some idli so I hogged that…and then bought Maggie pasta (which turned out to be super YUCK)…I think those guyz are best in making maggi noodles and shouldn’t try doing something new…or atleast come to me to test it…eeeh..what a nightmare it turned out for me… L

Hmm…then I went to iron my clothes which are still not completely done ..i still have 15 shirts of mine to be ironed… I don’t like it..its got boring…early part of to-day It was fun..but gradually I got bored of it…coz I cant iron 50 clothes in a day..thats why ma says…roz thode thode kapde iron kar liya kar.. and I don’t listen…and this Is what happens… J-lesson to learn…always listen your amma…

Then after getting bored I went to watch some tv…I saw 2 movies – one was A View from the top which was okay and the other was Definitely, May be…I liked it… (coz it has ryan Reynolds)(wide eyed and smiling me)… the story was cute and what made me smile was that he gets back to Emily…I wish there were men like him… (ginger – stop dreaming)…

Then I hogged in some gajar ka halwa…(which was so yumm and some pav bhaaji..YUM YUM YUM )..i enjoyed it…I want to sing time after time for someone whose worth those lyrics…Ive been humming it all day long.. J
if you're lost you can look--and you will find me time after time if you fall I will catch you--I'll be waiting time after time…..

Nutty & Baboo Part - II

Nutty wakes up early on a Saturday…being a holiday.. (5 days working is followed by her office you see )…she is lazy and wants to do everything slow…a complete lazy bum…. J… so even after lazying around she gets done with all the tayaar hona and calls up baboo….

Nutty :….baaabbbbooo(screaming)…iam bored lets go for a movie…
Baboo : oh yeah… I bet you’ve forgotten iam here in Bombay..
Nutty : uuuh…oh…I just forgot…I forgot that you wont be available for me whenever I want you to be now…
Baboo… : Nutty…I will soon be back…
Nutty…: Don’t give false hopes..cut it…lets talk smthn else…
Baboo… : so where have you been these 3 days no calls nothing..
Nutty : too much office work going on…too many things to handle as that pachku singh (subri singh her manager J) is not available in office…
Babboo.. : trust me nutty quit that job we shall find you a better place to wrk here in Bombay..
Nutty : no ways am I coming to that city..and haan lagta already hawa laggayi..
Baboo : ha ha …kinda actually..i like it here…the office is really nice…had an introductory session first 2 days..
Nutty : its called “INDUCTION” baboo…
Baboo : whatever.. that’s so much like you nutty..
Nutty : missing me???
Baboo : obviously yes…
Nutty : don’t lie…I called the other day at 10.45 in the evening and you were busy talking to som1 else and dint even bother to call me up after you finished talking to him/her..
Baboo.. : oh I was too sleepy then ..nutty… was talking to shaila…
Nutty : You know iam hating this don’t you…
Baboo…: I surely know that nutty..
Nutty : why do you make me complain about these silly things…am just worried that now I will be ignored..
Baboo.. : listen I just spoke to shaila coz she called me up to tell me she was in Bombay too and she got to know thru mayank(another common frend) that ive shifted here as well..
Nutty : oh looks like that BI**H has followed you there too.. Baboo… : its not like that..
Nutty : stop defending her bey..
Baboo..: NUTTTY…stop acting like a Butty.. .
Nutty : BUUUHHHBOOOOO… (dragged one)
Baboo : lite le..
Nutty : anywayz hows your roomy ..is he cute..is friendly,cooperative, southy or northy,
Baboo.. : oh his name is Srinivasan and he is a southy and a simple guy…
Nutty : Oh the shyguy types ??
Baboo : yeah..
Baboo : listen ill call ya up in sometime I don’t have much balance.. okay..
Nutty : do you want me to get you a refill..
Baboo.. : No No thanks…will let ya know.
Nutty : Okay.. will wait for your call ok…so you betta call …you know how violent I can get isn’t it..
Baboo.. : I will soon nutty…
Nutty : Miss ya da..
Baboo : Miss u too..
Nutty : bye
Baboo : Buhbyee

After 5 minutes nutty realizes that she forgot to tell him about her promotion and the new guy her family was looking out for her…So nutty excitedly calls him back thinking will just let him know about the exciting new with which he would get so happy…and excited to know…She calls him up..it comes busy… then she realizes he just said he had no balance.. then after like 10 minutes calls him up again..comes busy again…nutty gets disappointed….calles him up again after 20 minutes…and finds it busy again… And nutty stops trying… and feels enufff trying has happened…

And realizes..that may be she was disturbing him now…

Eventful Weeks

Last 2 weeks have been very eventful and full of hogging…lol…yes….that’s true…

I went to attend my cousins wedding so I guess you can imagine how much a fooody like me must have hogged…aakhir sshaadiyon main jaate kis liye hain….free ka khana khane ke liye….(that’s what we say when we are going for pplz marriage when we hardly know ppl) all we do is look out for good food……

Anyways…so the wedding was of my cousin…who is kinda close to me and it was damn fun and the sangeet was a real hit(after all I was dancing.. in it ) lol…. Just kidding …but seriously the guyz side was also fun and they were very supportive and friendly…and yes troublesome baraati….lol….so I don’t want to go on writing much about it …coz if I go on…there is no ending…(will upload the shaadi pics next time I write a blog)

Then it was my birthday on 8th Feb…and I celebrated it in the train…was getting back from the wedding so….it was fun with family and all at the end of my birthday…I met my frendz…..for dinner….it ws like a good day but not an extraordinary day….but its fine I don’t expect it to be great any more too… the worst part was..i dint get many presnts…and I love presnts.. L J


Then I went to office on 9th feb…and I slept on my desk for like 15 minutes and no one realized luckily….i was so sleepy that I wanted get back home and just dose off…..Life has changed from the time ive started working….
A few changes are :

no time to sleep L
No time to watch movies (first day first show)
No time to diet(as If I ever wanted to )
No time to sit and sketch(been so long)
No time for assignments (to do them with more creativity and concentration)
NO TIME TO READ NOVELS L
No time to clean my pathetic,ugly,overstuffed alemra( I never did it ever..but I now think I need to do it soon…)

I know I can go on again In this case…but I don’t want to bore you….

Went to Numaish today….OMG….I so wish I was millionaire….or I had a handsome rich bf or fiancé…for the matter of fact…(don’t want a husband so early…actually fiancée is also too early)….who had loads of money and could let me shop till the nth moment….Oh how I love shopping.. J J J …..I love shoppng…

Tomorrow is Valentines day and iam doing nothing…most probably will clean my almera and sleep for hours…oh how I miss it…for once you wont believe I don’t want to eat for one whole damn week…I am so fed up of eating…If ppl who know me see this…they will be shocked to see it…Neha and fed up of eating…does not go very well with each other (bad combo)….so so weird

We are playing secret valentine in my class…so I have one of my classmates named chinky for whom I play a secret valentine to….so I got her a purse…I hope she likes it….Its super girlish….got 2 kurtis for myself and 3 pairs of chappals…from numaish…and many other things I don’t want to mention.. ;)

Anyways wat are your plans for valentine….just an ordinary day….??????

One more addition….to my blog today…I am a lil..i don’t know why…there is this scared feeling in me….its weird…it makes me feel that something real bad is going to happn …may be I also know what bad is going to happn… :(
Anywayz… will soon keep you updated about everything else…and one piece of advice from my end…trust ppl only after knowing them…make an opinion about ppl only aftr knowing some for a long time….

Humming this funny song called Bommmali…from I don’t know which movie in telugu…but I like it…I don’t understand the lyrics too..but I guess it’s a nice song….heard it on the radio in the morning…. J

PS :…. Just got to know about the pune blasts…oh how I hate terrorist….and iam feeling sad for the ones who have died….so weird I don’t understand why these terrorist kill ppl whom they hav nothing to take or give…

Yipeee I have ten followers…. :)

everything Luks perfect but still theres something missing

I couldnt find a shorter caption this blog of mine...

Its 11.30 p.m. now and i had a wonderfull day today...woke up early at 5.30 am as i had to reach college by 6.30 for a rehearsal of the presentation...was dressed so well for it...ws so excited and for the first time a confident girl like me was feeling nervous coz i was not sure of what he expected out of me....but yes the presentation happend and we gave in our best shot...and sir appreciated our effort....have been having crazy nightmare coz of a dreaded presentation..

But all ended so well... iam so happy...

then went with saira to office..she dropped me and left for office...had work but not as much work as i had yestrday....loved being wela for a while...but i dont mind being a workaholic at all..i kinda enjoy it...even though i crib about it...but in over all my office was fun today...

Left office at 6.15 and then went to saira's office so that we could get bac home together ....and while getting back she ended up crying in front of me...paul and she broke up on saturday and this looked lik a major one..and iam somewhere down the line glad it happend...coz that guy dint even want to try for her....so i hav been helping her get over paul..and she soon will....coz i seriously cant see my frendz or loved ones hurt and cry...hurts me too...though i dont end up crying so easily...

she came to drop me home and as usual we she stayed back for like 15 minutes and we had hearty laugh on various things and one of it also included paul...what a fool is he...was so good to see her smile...

then got back home...and eat my dinner..spoke to a few ppl here and there....did a lil time pass and eat dinner and took everyone out for ice cream to baskin robbins ...oh how i love their ice cream..(it was my treat on getting an internship to everyone in the family ).....

then watched tv for a while and got back in my room...i sat to think on hw my day went so perfectt but somthing was missing...i dont wat...but i wasnt feeling good abt anythnig....whn every thing was going the way i wanted it to....iam feeling funny at the sametime i am feeling weird...

Its so weird whn the ppl around you who know u so well dont understnd that somthing weird is really happneing....ppl like me hardly show it....coz i feel sometimes ppl who know me should know it without even me telling them...I wish i could find out what is that one thing iam missing...am i jsut depressed from inside for my frendz or is there anything hurting me????

I also plan to soon write the second part on nutty n baboo..so keep waiting...and i surely feel so much better after writing ....

humming .....tu jaane na(APKGK) and ....gimme some sunshine ( 3 idiots).....donnoo why...

FEAR

The teacher called me in saying...Neeti come in..She announced to the class " you have a new classmate joining in your class today " ..." her name is Neeti kumar and she is a very good artist"...My teacher said to me " i hope you have a good day neeti"......she made me sit beside Divya .... and divya happily smiled and said hie....and the english class started....after the class ended the bell rang and the teacher left....other girls and guyz came around to meet me....to ask where i was from...why did i join this school ( any and every school is bad whn your a kid all thanks to homeworks)...and all gave their names and she could hardly remeber any...and then the math lecture had started and the math mam already knew who i ws all thanks to the staff room gossip which teachers have abt students i dint have to be introduced.....it went on all fine...and then it was the short break period in which all of who got their mini tiffins came around and started sharing...it was surely a warm welcome by her classmates...she dint have to worry much abt how her classmates would talk to her / would any one make frendzwid her or nt...but it was not that way....they were all so good...so easy to make frendz with...fun and loving...

the day passed by and the whole class was friend of neeti ....on the first day itself....while getting back home....(home which was just one km away from school and she had 2 walk back) .....she had her classmate...ujwal accompany her....and they walked back home togther..

The stupid blogger.com does not save my blog and the whole post goes OFF....eeks..only the part written above was left over ...Gawd writing the whole post with the same kinda feel can be so impossible..i cant do it...

i dot feeli like writing the hwole post again...but i wanted you guyz to read it...so iam writing it again...

Ujwal ..and neeti became great frendz..neeti passed all through divya's help in science and maths in her 10nth..and ujwal had alwayz been a good student...he took up science and neeti took up arts..but they still remained frndz...she continued doing her study in arts where as ujwal (pet name Babooo)joined...engineering...but still they remained good frendz..they grew up met up evne after having busy schedules thanks to their varied study types...and they both started having new set of frendz..they spoke abt relationships...and brk ups....and grew as closest of frendz togther....Neeti had started to have more than a frend type of a feeling for ujwal but neve tld him coz she had a fear of he not liking her dat way and loosing him....she tought he loved her as a frend....

Neeti had started to look out for job and she got one and ujwal was still in his final year of engineering...sitting for his campus placements..one of the big firms was comming over to his college and both neeti and ujwal wanted ujwalto get into it....so neeti was excited for him..

after his rounds of interview in the evening he called up neeti..

saying can we meet up...neeti asked did u get selected...he said again can we meet up in his worried tone... neeti got worried thinking ujwal dint ge selected and he might hav gone into a state of depression for sometime..

he said nutty (neeti's pet name) meet me at the coffe shop near ur place in half an hour..neeti said ok..and also said iam broke...you pay for the hot choclatee today...

baoboo : sure neeti.. catch u in half n hour there..

IN the coffee shop..

Neeti.. : intensly looking at baboo and telling him its ok if u dint get thru..there are better places you can try for...anywayz it was a stupid company...they hav no sense of hiring ppl...(in short trying to console him without knowing whether he has got thru or no)

Ujwal. : Nutty for once dont talk and just listen to me..

Nutty : okay baboo..tell me...but dont be upset ..

Ujwal : promise you dont utter a word whn iam talking from now... Neeti wondering whats going on..

Neeti. : just say it fast i cant keep mum for long...

Ujwal : i got thru the company and they want me to join i 2 weeks time

Neeti : what a good surprise.. yippppeee. iiam excited to see u go to work...everyday and get paid and get so many treats frm now on... :)

ujwal : jsut keep quiet and listen to me... But i will have to shift to bombay to join them....

Neeti : what rubbish u mean ur leaving to bombay in 2 weeks ( upset)

Ujwal : i had no other choice you know how ive been wanting to get into this company isnt it

Neeti : oh gawd...one good news coming along with a bad one is so annoying..

Ujwal.. nutty i will just be a call away from you...we are frendz forever okay...

neeti.. : iam scared...youll be gone..u will have a new set of frendz...youll forget everthing here..

ujwal...why would. i ..

Neeti : (to cheer ujwal up and to not show how upset she was on him leaving coz she was so addicted to him and was going to miss him terribly)so ...your going to bombay soon...whn should we start shopping for you then...iam excited for you...yiipppeyy..

ujwal...: its goin tto be a 3 month training period and then i go on board...

neeti : sipping her hot chocolate...thats nice to know...

Ujwal... : you dont have to hide on being upset with me...cozi am leaving

Neeti : i cant help it...so its better i say nothing ..(with tears in her eyes)..

Ujwal moving by her side and telling her that...Iam gonna miss you terribly...and iam your best frend and i will alwayz be even if i talk about so many women around me...

Neeti...Iam gonna miss you....

SHe hated the fear of loosing baboo....days were passing by and it was almost 2 weeks...all the gift giving and hugging and all happened but neeti could nto share her feelings for ujwal and tell him how much she loved him...and adored him more than a frend...he was leaving and as soon as ujwal got inside the departure terminal....she called him up...saying " i missing you already "....ill miss to see you around..

Ujwal : I hope you get transfered to bombay

Neeti : i hope you get transfered back here..

ujwall.. : iam gonna miss you nutty

Nutty : iam gonna miss you too babooo..

THis post is being written the second time cozi lost out on the one i had written the first time...

so annoying...i jsut wrote it coz i was wndering on how each one of us go through this feeling of the fear of loosing someone...every person has someone or the other in there life let it be mother ...father, sister, frends..anyone...whom they wnt to be away from...coz there scared that someone might replace there position in the other persons life...Neeti went through the same..she was scared...that ujwal would forget her and get a new frend who would mean everything for him and whereas he meant everything for her...

I saw sherlock holmes today..what an amazin movie...expecially coz it has DOwney Junior in it...aaahh...what an actor...superbly acted in the movie...

Muaaah downey junior..

i hate writing posts twice.. :(