Thursday, March 19, 2009

iam gonna miss........


i dont want my sister to leave me....she comes down for a month wid a lot of work here...n frm the time shes had a baby...she has even more work to do....
I think more than me my moms gonna miss her....i dont hav a father...he expired whn i was in 2nd standard....n my mom...has beeen lonely in her frm the time he left...but all thnks to our family...we all neva felt so much pain n dint hav to struggle much wid our lifes.....
my mom loves it whn her daughters wid dere daughters come down...to our place....i,ma n kiran....hav planned to hav the crying session in d evening..we decided not to cry much...till today morning...my sisters wasnt going tommorw to kuwait but den jiju called her and asked her to get bac....he is having a tough time dere....n he is missing her n ira verry much....so she plans not to cancel her tickets n leave tomorw....i dont think i could hav got a better sister then kiran...who has alwayz helped me ....
I can alwayz depend on her.... n ask her anything....i would ask for a suggestion frm her coz i knw shes my own...sister...and she wouldnt suggest me anything wrong....we share a different relationship....shes almost 8yrs older to me....n we dont eva feel the age difference...i wish we could stay together forever....i knw she wants to get bac....coz she misses jijju.....oh god!!!!!!!!how i wish i could stop her...but i dont want to....coz her love and life are there....and i knw next summer or may be b4 dat we mite meet again.....
why do ppl come whn they hav to go again??????????
Theres a trip being planned by a few cousins and frendz of mine to kodai...and ive been asked to join in....i want to go to the trip....but iam doubtfull if i will be able to
due to many reason's....
1. permission frm poo poo(my granpa-who's the big daddy of our house)
2. my MBA or diploma course admission will be on...
3. i donno....i thought id find many reasons to write in here...but i dont seem to be remembering dem....let see wat happns its in may end...so i wanna be free...n njoy wid dem
iam going to my lil cousin gaurav's birthdya party....its at mc donalds...n i hate mc donalds big time...n den kiran wants to go for dinner....so we all members of a big bang joint family...are again going to create a big chaos in some big posh restraunt(i find it a lil embarassing...coz we all wanna eat smthn diff and we order so many things...and den d kids of our house...strt cribbing....n acting ziddi....dis gets a lil annoying...but we finalllly manage to have a great time).....This alwayz happns..and its bound to happn....
Aaaaaaaah!!!!!again....the thought abt missing kiran is comming in my head...i juss wanna tell her that shes the best thing i could ever get.....thnks god....thnku so much...she has been my mother,tutor,sister,brother.....and all the the beautifull relations i could share wid her...i dont regret having a brother.....coz am happpy i hav a sister like kiran...
Anyways...catch u later....next time ill hav more stuff to write in as my sister is not gonna be here...and i would want to share ....so many things as my sisters not gonna be arnd....


9 comments:

  1. am here for 1st time mate...
    I MIGHT LIKE IT??
    i do like urs.... keep goin hydrabadi..

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  2. Hello and Welcome to the world of blogging! You already started to miss, I see ... hehe ... happens ... facets of life ... dont worry - everything will be in place ...

    So, when ever you feel sad or feel missing someone, visit my blog here at:Thus Wrote Tan! and read... let me know if you like anything there and if you can relate to it!!

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  3. Hi!!
    I know the feeling of a sister. i have an elder sis. I love her a lot! I can die for her. the relationship between two daughters and a mother is always lovely! it's like 3 sisters together :)
    I'm sorry to hear about your father. But I'm sure he must me glad to see all of you happy!
    I'm sure you're sister's lucky to have you!
    Cheer up. And don't cry else your sis will be sad. Have a happy goodbye. :)
    Take Care!
    I love your blog!

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  4. so did the trip realize ??? And hope your sis had a safe and nice journey :)

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  5. my sister dint go...as she lsot ira's passport...the trips planning is still in progress we are going mostly in the month of may...so let see wether i go or not..

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  6. I have a similar relationship with my sister.She is my everything :)As I already said...I miss her crazily :(

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  7. 8 years elder to you - you are kidding, right? She looks just like you, as if she is your best friend (whcih I am sure she is). People come to let you know they love you and that they care for you. As much as phone calls and emails have made this world smaller, there is nothing more human than the human tough, of seeing your loved ones face-to-face. That is why they come, to remind you they will be back again.

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  8. Varun : yes she is 8 yrs older to me and she also has a daughter...and no doubt shes an amazing friend of mine....
    I wish loved ones could alwayz stay around you... :)

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